Thursday, November 25, 2010

A still verdictless life

I am really epically frustrated with myself today. With my job, my attitude, my lack of preservation, my inability to do anything properly. And then I get mad at myself for being frustrated. Oh, how I amuse myself.

So what, so I've got a smile on
It's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me, don't believe me
When I say I've got it down

Everybody is just a stranger but
that's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
still 'Everything happens for a reason'
is no reason not to ask myself

If you’re living it right

Music: Why Georgia - John Mayer
Mood: Frustrated


  1. *hugs* I know completely how you feel!

    I always think of Virgina Woolf, who is the writer I most wish I was but will never rival. She used to think her writing was crap and she ended up committing suicide. I always use that story to remind myself that sometimes we're not good judges of our own work - or lives. We just have to do the best we can, and keep on keeping on.

    I hope you feel better soon!

    On another note - is that Tarantino and James Masters?

  2. Aw thanks, that's really sweet of you. Certainly good to keep perspective.

    James Masters, yes, Tarantino, no. Haha. It's an actor called Gareth David-Lloyd, and it's a scene from Torchwood, a Doctor Who spin-off.

  3. Aha! That would be why I didn't recognise it. Watched the first episode of Torchwood and wasn't too keen. I may have to reconsider! ^_^